NEVER NAKED BUT SEXY BARE

SO, BY POPULAR DEMAND, I AM GOING TO TALK ABOUT THE REALITY OF BEAUTY, WHO HAS IT, AND THE MEANING OF....

WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE, I HAD A BOY FRIEND THAT HATED MAKEUP ON MY FACE. HE HATED THE TIME IT TOOK TO PLACE LAYERS OF BLEMISH FREE LIQUIDS, POWDERS, AND SHADOWS ON MY FRONTAL. HE HATED THE ATTENTION I RECEIVED WHEN SOMEONE COMPLEMENTED THE GLOW ON MY SKIN FROM MY MAKEUP. MOST OF ALL, HE HATED THE FACT HE HAD TO TIP TOE AROUND MY FACE OR ELSE COLORFUL SMUDGES OF MY SKIN TOWN WOULD BE ALL OVER HIS FRESH WHITE TEE.

OF COURSE WE BROKE UP, AND I MOVED ON TO ANOTHER MAN THAT APPRECIATED THE TIME IT TOOK TO GET DOLLED UP - PORTRAYING DIFFERENT LOOKS FOR EACH OUTFIT AND SEASON. ON ANY GIVEN DAY, HE WOULD CREEP UP BEHIND ME, BEND DOWN, WRAP HIS SEXY MUSCULAR ARMS AROUND MY WAIST, AND SLOWLY BREATH ON THE BACK OF MY NECK AS I STOOD IN THE MIRROR CONCENTRATING ON THIS MASK OF BEAUTY THAT COMPLEMENTED MY PERSONALITY. HE WOULD TURN ME ON EROTICALLY KISSING MY SMOOTH PLUMP PAINTED LIPS, AND WE WOULD FALL INTO A WEB OF "FREAKY THANGS" WITH NO CONCEPT OF TIME...GETTING DRESSED WAS ALWAYS A PROCESS THAT TOOK LONGER THAN EXPECTED...TEE HEE ;)

THEY SAY, WHEN PRINCE, THE ICON, DATED A WOMAN SHE HAD TO BE IN FULL MAKEUP 24-7 NO MATTER WHAT. SOMETIMES PRINCE WOULD POP UP UNEXPECTEDLY, AND THESE WOMEN WOULD WHERE MAKEUP TO BED WHILE SLEEPING SUPER LIGHT. THIS PARTICULAR GUY WASN'T AS BAD AS PRINCE. NEVERTHELESS, WHEN MY FACE WAS BARE AND FREE OF MAKEUP, HE MADE ME FEEL INFERIOR TO THE ME WITH MAKEUP; AS IF I WAS TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE - THE GLAMOROUS DIVA VERSES THE DRY CRACKED UP TROLL. HE WOULDN'T LOOK AT ME THE SAME WAY; HE WOULD ACT DIFFERENT IN A SUBLIMINAL UNDER TONE AS IF HE WAS ASHAMED OF THE NATURAL ME.

SO I STARTED COMPARING AND CONTRASTING THESE TWO MEN BEYOND THE OBVIOUS. THE MAIN DIFFERENCE THAT STOOD OUT LIKE BUFFIE THE BODY'S BOOTY, IN THE MORNING, GUY NUMBER TWO LOVED TO WAKE UP WITH MY BACK FACING HIM; I THINK WE CALL THAT SPOONING. GUY NUMBER ONE WOULD BE FURIOUS IF I TURNED MY BACK TOWARDS HIM TO CUDDLE. I HAD TO FACE HIM AT ALL TIMES, AND HE WOULD STARE INTO MY EYES AND/OR FACIAL FEATURES UNTIL HE DOZED OFF INTO A DEEP COMA LIKE SLEEP.

SO WHAT DOES THIS MEAN TO YOU OR ME?

WHAT DO MY EX-LOVERS BRING TO MY POINT OF VIEW?

IS GUY NUMBER ONE MORE INTIMATE AND "DEEP" BECAUSE HE COMES ACROSS AS SOULPHISTICATED (YEAH, I JUST MADE UP A WORD..SO!) WANTING TO FACE ME THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT WHILE EMBRACING MY NAKED FORM?

IS GUY NUMBER TWO MORE SUPERFICIAL WITH HIS PREFERENCE WANTING EACH BLEMISH HIDDEN?


SHOULD ME OR OTHER WOMEN STILL FEEL "REAL" WITH MAKEUP ON, A WEAVE IN, WITH A WONDER BRA TO BOOT, OR ARE WE COUNTERFEIT MISSES?

THE REALITY IS, MOST WOMEN FEEL COMFORTABLE AND BEAUTIFUL IN THEIR OWN SKIN RATHER IT BE MAKEUP LESS OR FULL THROTTLE. BUT, THAT DOESN'T MEAN WE SHOULDN'T FEEL MORE SECURE WHEN WE HAVE ON LAYERS OF PROPS TO MAKE THIS ALLUSION OF PERFECTION. EVERY WOMAN HAS A GIFT AND PERFECTION IS THE ULTIMATE SATISFACTION...

...BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE IF THE BEHOLDER. I CONTROL EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE THROUGH OBSERVING MY SURROUNDINGS AND CONTROLLING MY CHOICES; I BEHOLD MY OWN.

HONESTLY, AT THIS POINT, I'M SPEECHLESS WHEN IT COMES TO SILLY BITCHES THAT ALLOW PEOPLE TO GET INSIDE THEIR HEAD MAKING THEM FEEL INSECURE. HOPEFULLY, WOMEN ARE WEARING MAKEUP TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL COMPLETE AND BEAUTIFUL. EVERYONE KNOWS IMPRESSING A MAN OR ASSOCIATES IS OVERRATED AND LEADS TO THE HIGHWAY OF NOWHERE WHEN THEIR IS NO HONEST RELATIONSHIP OR TRUE CONNECTION.

AS A WOMAN, IF YOUR MOTIVES INCLUDE GETTING DRESSED IN THE MORNING INFLUENCED BY WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK...THAT'S FAKE, AND YOUR STATE OF MIND IS BLEMISHED...NOT THE MAYBELLINE MATTE MOOSE AND NO AMOUNT OF CONCEALER CAN COVER UP THAT BLEMISH.

AS FOR ME, I DO IT ALL! MY HEIGHT IS A LIE WHEN I PUT ON MY 5 INCHES. MY PIMPLE IS HIDDEN WHEN I STRATEGICALLY PLACE CONCEALER ON MY CHEEK. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE LENGTH OF MY REAL HAIR BECAUSE I STAY WITH A WEAVE. AND IF I WAS FAT, I'D DO ALL THE TRICKS TO MAKE A SMALLER WAIST.

YES, I HAVE INSECURITIES; I'M NOT A PERFECT WOMAN. HOWEVER, MY INSECURITIES DO NOT DEFINE WHO I AM AND HOW I ACT. I EMBRACE THEM, TALK ABOUT THEM, AND GROW FROM THEM. THIS IS HOW I MAINTAIN MY HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MAN AND DEFINE TRUE FRIENDSHIPS.

THE BEAUTIFUL ONES? WOMAN WHO LOVE THEMSELVES ENOUGH AND CARELESS ENOUGH TO EMPRESS HUMANS. I AM BEAUTIFUL MADE UP OR ALL NATURAL, AND I DON'T NEED A VALIDATION FROM HIM, THEM, OR YOU.

LOVE ME OR HATE ME. YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!

SMOOCHES,
NADIA MOSELEY

POP'N MY CHERRY

HELLO MY FELLOW BLOGGERS AND READERS ALIKE. I'M SUPER EXCITED BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG. MY VIRGINITY IS OFFICIALLY DEFLOWERED.

I WAS TELLING A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE THAT I AM IN THE PROCESS OF WRITING A BOOK - A FICTIONAL BOOK ABOUT LIFE, RELATIONSHIPS, POETRY, AND SUCH. WITHIN THE CONVERSATION SHE GOT SUPER EXCITED AND TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD START WRITING BLOGS, CONNECT WITH OTHERS, AND EMBRACE FOLLOWERS. SHE SAID, "YOU'LL NEED FANS TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE, SO WHEN YOU WRITE YOUR BEST SELLER PEOPLE KNOW ITS A BEST SELLER....READERS HAVE TO KNOW YOU EXISTS" I LAUGHED. I'M SO VAIN I THOUGHT TO MYSELF THE MINUTE I WRITE A BOOK FIRE WORKS WOULD EXPLODE, A PARADE WOULD MARCH, AND OPRAH WOULD CALL ME FOR MY FIRST INTERVIEW INDUCTING ME IN HER BOOK CLUB ....LOL.

WHATEVER THE CASE, IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A LIFE LONG GOAL TO WRITE A BEST SELLER. I'M A GREAT WRITER WITH A LOT TO SAY. MY LIFE, ALONE, IS INTERESTING ENOUGH TO KEEP THE WORLD ON ITS TOES. MEN, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS KEEP ME INSPIRED TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY...AND WHEN I'M LIVING...I AM CREATING. I AM AN ARTIST! THIS IS WHAT I DO.

SO, WHAT HAVE I DONE YOU ASK? A LITTLE BIT OF EVERYTHING - CASTING, PRODUCING, PHOTOGRAPHY, WRITING....NOW, SOMEONE SAID...

"A JACK OF ALL TRADES BUT A MASTER AT NOTHING"

...OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT...LOL. I UNDERSTAND THAT LOGIC, BUT I'M A PROFESSIONAL AND MOMMA GOTTA EAT. DO YOU FEEL ME KNOCK'N? THEN LET ME IN...LOL

NOW THAT I'VE ENTERED THE DOORS OF YOUR MIND KEEP ME THERE AS I KEEP YOU POSTED. I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I AM THE GREATEST...TEE HEE! NO, ON A SERIOUS NOTE, I LOOK FORWARD TO TIPPING MY CUP SPILLING MY THOUGHTS TO YOU AND RECEIVING FEEDBACK FROM YOU ALL. BE HONEST BECAUSE I NEVER LIE. I'M AS STRONG AS YOUR MOTHER AND MY SPIRIT IS NOT EASILY BROKEN. SO BRING IT ON!!! I'VE BEEN READY AND WAITING!

SMOOCHES